During the month of January, I sat down and painted some landscapes. I couldn't understand why I was drawn to creating landscapes since they never interested me before. At the same time little Kramer continually became more lethargic, sleeping more and eating less. I think subconsciously I was trying to connect with the universe. Kramer, Lucy and I would go to the forest each day, but we weren't able to now during January....Kramer just wasn't up to it.
So....these are what my paint brush completed.....
The universe was indeed giving back to me and at the time I didn't know it. One Saturday night, Kramer went to bed late. He was still sleeping Monday afternoon. I laid with him for the last twenty-four hours of his life. On January 25, 2011 Kramer passed away in my arms with his large brown eyes looking into mine. Bittersweet moments, bittersweet memories.
I miss my little Kramer......I miss his snoring, I miss him nipping at my heels, I miss his kisses.....I just plain miss him. Kramer was unlike any dog I ever had.
Please God....Help me to be the kind of person my dog thinks I am.
I'll try hard Kramer.
I love you.